growing up day by day...

Thursday, October 21, 2004

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Todae sucked again...I HATE EXAMS FOR GOODNESS SAKE! DarN! Getting back results is the worst.... URGHHH! Okay, Lit....bish and bang...i failed my second passage...haizz...expected...no time coz i kept writing out of point, end up have to rewrite with so damn little points....at least overall passed. Home econs...surprise surprise.....i passed higher than my expectation...WOW! Science....Chem...dun wanna tok abt it...i almost failed...Thx to essay qn....sadz* Gt so low....dun even noe whether i'll pass well in the first place or fail overall...gawd...Din get back Physics...Because Toilet Loo wanted us to have P.E....grrrrr...datz okay...i expect another disappointment...Bio...shit....how did i do MR LIM!: There's a word called tomorrow ...dammit...cannot noe earlier mehz....oh yah...din get it back...THANK U CAMEL....u're so 'just'...raising temptations with ur stoopid wallet....good for u...Feeling headachy and fiked up now...saw skinny Mr soupie on the bus....(wad the heck is he doing there...no car mehz...)....neva mind....aniwaez my mom asked me y i so dulled face...well dun wannna sae abt reason...family prob...feel i getting insane....tired, upset, hurt and very very mad, becoming M.A.D(mentally adnormal dingdong)....dun feel like facing my family mem. I've been like crying all the wae(nt in schl)....so sad....vomitted todae....choked sumwhere...no appetite...WADZ HAPPENING TO ME!!!!!! I LOVE FOOD!....my fav. egg too...felt helpless and agitated, provoked and suddenly afraid of everyone in the household...i'll neva get aniewhere hiding under the bed...gosh!!!!!!!! next time ppl...gtta drive some sense into myself

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